I guess the whole skinny dipping thing didn't really fly well with Keith. I mean, he didn't have to go. He choose to go. He needs to lighten up a little about those sorts of things. It's not so weird...
Hehe, he was pretty pissed when I de-pantsed him though.

The summer had be fairly interesting so far. There have deffinatly been some highs and some lows, but I've really been enjoying it so far. I am still a little disapointed in Keith for the entire Finny incident, but I've been really appreciating his little "advice" he's been giving him... Finny seems a little more confident because of it, and i really want to see him happier.
i can't have this break that's happening between Lance and me, I'd never forgive myself if I let Keith be the factor that pulls us apart... I don't ever want to lose Lance...
Speaking of Keith... maybe later...

I'm kinda floored by what happened. I really let my emotions go and didn't really think it through. Thank god he stopped.
Not that it wasn't... interesting. It was all quite embarrassing actually... I think I'm in love but I'm kind of afraid to commit such a phrase... I don't know why either... I'm almost completely positive about it but I keep doubting myself... I hope he can't see that (although he's a very perceptive person...). I want to give him my confirmation, but I keep stalling and putting it off.
The rest of the week went well.

I got to eat some of the best foods last night (I don't say best because, well, I love mom's cooking best hands down. Yes, corny but true).
The night ended interestingly enough... I guess I didn't expect it to end like that. He gives off so few signs that I don't really know what to think most of the time. First date after "going out" for almost two months. It's almost graduation for him too. How long is he going to actually stick around..?
I'm exhausted. Need some sleep.

It's too expensive to fly back home this weekend (plus Lance had practice) so we sent our mom a tea set. She really likes collecting dishes so we picked out a set with some really nice blue designs on the lip of the cups and plate edges.
We also called them and got to talk to the whole family. I miss them but it's really nice to be away from so much noise and such little space.
We have finals soon and then summer vacation and we're free until next year.

It's still a bit awkward but I'm getting used to it better now. I guess the recently discovered age difference has weirded him out a little? I've never seen age as much of a factor. Age, gender, preference... they're all just part of how a person uses them to shape their personality. Lance and I don't really seem our age to a lot of people. They mistake us for a lot older because of the way we act. It makes it easier to get along with older people because they aren't automatically looking down on us for our age.
Lance-I know this is random- but I'm glad we broke the rules so we could stay together. ^_^

I don't really know what's been going on lately. I was pretty determined to stay away from that creep, but it seems I've gotten in pretty deep already... I guess with these new things that I've discovered about myself, I need to.... test them out. That's what I'm doing... trying new things. Maybe it'll be a good change, maybe a bad one.
I thought this would settle him down a little, but he seems to be more agitated now that we're together.. =__= not an easy-to-please type of person...

One of my co-workers on this work study thing was talking to us today and was telling stories about his sleep walking issues. Pretty odd. o__O;;;; hope he doesn't HURT HIMSELF too much falling down stairs or something.
Another co-worker seems really lonely all the time. I feel kind of bad for him even though he seems to like to push people away from him.
There's also this really hot one. ;D Quite the flirt.
Being bossed around can be TIRING but I'm gonna have to deal with this or else I'll fail...

BTW I'm so proud of you Lance! :D I've been keeping up with basketball and i heard you guys won that saturday game!!! CONGRATS!
two more until the final four

I hate WORK STUDY it sucks, is a jerk, and won't LEAVE ME ALONE. >O

We have, as of just this afternoon, secured a real job, something VERY hard to mess up. Unfortunately, this information can not leak to our classmates, for I'm sure that if they all found out that Lance and I are now officially strippers, there would be a bit of a comotion, plus it's viewed as highly unethical. I'd rather keep this a secret and just say we work as cashiers at some distant mall or something...
I guess we start tonight, on one of their higher attended nights to see how we fair with all of those people there. No glasses for me tonight. We're playing the twin-act up as much as we can.